I am so sorry you are having to go through this. May you see some positive changes as the medications adjust accordingly.

We have mental disorders in our family, too, and now that we "know better we do better." But it took three generations to get to this place, thanks to advanced technology and better mental health education. Half the family is on meds and all have been in therapy. We are getting along quite well now. May you and yours find better stability soon. It can happen!