Argh...

I used cold water (couldnt take a bath) in my hands, neck and face.... it feels good haha, like brain stops yeah !

I later stayed in bed just watching and listening my little table fountain and it helped a little bit too I think....

I went for more cold water.... It feels good when you are right there....

I then listened some music and cried a bit but thanks God it stopped....

And Im here.... a little bit nostalgic but dont precisely sad fortunately... may depression stay away !

You know what was the stimuli this time ? I prepared all the week a letter for a friend, I gave it to her and she was like: Ah ok. Im busy, bye. Cruel much !?

Argh. Sometimes I cant explain why I keep caring about people... bad people I mean.