You sound like you really have your head on straight. The medical community can use some advocasy. My son opted out of psychology, and wound up being an occupational physical therapist. He loves it. He also has many extra hours in psychology, and deals with many people who have diabilities of some kind. That field is desperate for folks who want to help. This particular field has many cross over possiblilities. Requirements are hard, classes happen often even after he got his license. Some are all day courses, for further training he wanted to do. It is worth a look, as he seems very content in this occupation. He is ex Navy and didn't know what he wanted either. He helped me with my mothers decline, and that started the ball rolling. I wish you well in what ever chosen profession you have. Go for it whole heart and soul. People need you. ginnie