I guess the thing that always plays on my mind - and the one thing that we will NEVER know, is where we would be if we weren't taking the steps that we take. It might be exactly the same as it is now if you had done nothing - or you may be in a significantly worse place.

Congratulations on your weight loss though - that has to make getting around easier than it would have been.

Still, I agree with others - you do deserve a little treat. You may have lost this battle, but you may yet win the war.

Hugs