Sorry for your loss. Best thing to do is try to get your mind off things that make you upset and do thing that you know your mother liked to do to bring a smile on your face. There's always way to make yourself happy you just got to try and find things to fill your mind with happy thoughts. My grandmothers last words to me was i love you i won't forget that. I miss our wonderfull talks and sometimes i think back of things we did and it puts me in a good mood. You have to try and change crys into smiles and you will feel much better. God Bless!