Originally Posted by painman2009

hey guys.. ive tried a couple of aloes the real right from plant is the only thing left as far as that goes.. catra the burn from bone and up.. yeah thats me.. luckily as the years go on for me the skin sensitivity seems less and less. though surprise touch is still super sucky. I am having issues all together now, and my dr,s are trying to piece the puzzle that is me together. 3 weeks ago i was rushed to hospital 2 daysin a row because i was sufferring a critical hystiminal reaction.. and the only thing im allergic to is bees.(i wasnt stung)
after being sent to an allergist, he brought to light it could be the RSD doing this to me(anyone else?) he said that this was a chemical instability reaction, and after reading my blood work he sees many different things that went haywire that my present blood work doesn't show. my sugar went up, kidney function down liver function down and kidneys went on over load. so with saying this, the skin issue in the sun was after, all this. my sweat hursts, tears hurt, im mean it sucks I can't even cry with out pain.. I try very hard to think positive, but lack of sleep,, increased pain and stress, ( and im ranting) sorry.
im starting to really feel the full affect of this on me and im just not happy where this is pointing. the weight is suffocating . I see things differently each minute. im told ive had conversations with people i just do not remember. or i have done thing i cant recall. and it is scary. im in the labyrinth and all paths are dead ends.. the fight is tiring. though i know ill never stop the fight, its one of my personality traits that is strongest in me. its not in me to quit, even when i should... I hope you all are doing well and i didnt bring you down.. be well