Thank you markneil,
I'm very sorry to hear you're having a hard time.
I think I just want to feel 100% right now so it's frustrating.
When I was rear ended by the 2 trucks, the first hit knocked my head forward and down hard then the 2nd hit was massive and my head went forward again and I think I lost a few seconds on that one.
Thank you for your encouraging words.

take care.