Just got a letter today from SSI saying they can't pay me anything with my new claim since my last insured date is June 2012 and they determined that I wasn't disabled before then. They said I am also not entitled to any other benefits.

I don't know what I am going to do. I've never felt lower in my entire life. All I want to do is kill myself right now. I feel I have no other choice. No purpose or point to my life. I can't get the help I need.