hi everyone thank u for words of encouragement, ur thoughts and inspiration. I am still have a hard time as to what is happening to me. My family goes through my mind all the time as to how they have been affected, buy my poor judgement on that day i injured mysrlf. I still worry about the symptoms never going away, intense headaches with facial numbness along with dazed feelings, feelings of disconnect, lightheaded, nausea comes and goes, major fatigue, insomnia, anxiety, depression...its so easy to give up , but i fight everyday, i let my frustration out by crying, people say im depressed but crying is a outlet for my frustrations. I don't know if i will ever get better, im here today for my family thats how i look at it, as difficult it is, really what choice to i have? my wife and i have contacting my neurologist to see me again and has finally agreed, please if any of have any comments or questions i should relay to him i would appreciate ur help. i hope we all get our old lives back today because we deserve it.

Ed