lost everything the past 6! years. lost great job, savings, cant have kids due to brain injury, head and spine feel irritated, inflamed, and swollen all the time. Anyone have any ideas why? it affects my breathing and causes severe anxiety. I almost never leave the house due to the discomfort and confused surreal feeling.

I feel like I am living just so that others may not suffer. and that is not a good enough reason after a while. I pray that God will let me heal to the point where I can at least live life. all I can really do if I feel good enough is drive a cab, that is hard to swallow after being in such a high position at an investment bank, but my credit is ruined and am too sick anyway to sit in front of a screen for 7 or 8 hours.

the feeling in my head/neck/spine has not gone away for a minute in 6 years. just moving my head causes nausea and dizziness. I am going to see a neurologist again even through there is probably nothing that can be done.
I need help. thanks for reading and for your patience. this is a wonderful board.