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12-23-2017, 09:16 AM | #31 | |||
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Grand Magnate
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I am greatful to have been a alcoholic addict
It be a disease that captured all my babies and before them my family line My father and my mother enabled him she had her own MONEY was her addiction still is but takes lots of meds and abused some of them Her marriage to him was Fatal and toxic Then I look at my granddaughter and wonder Can she be the one who escaped the disease Everyone of us Those active I canÂ’t say or name one in my family Active A mother phycian induced Myself physically physican induced (Unfortunately the night I got up to go to work was the last day it was the old me Since my very first experience taken to the hospital that early morning there is not ONE experience From that moment I beg PLEASE HEAR ME NOT ONE EXPERIENCE since then has been without incident If it it was from neglect unsure not enough experience Not caring not listening sexually violated in what is known to be a reputable well known hospital Hackensack University in Bergen County NJ To the botched job I live with evident to the eye ItÂ’s called double bubble wonÂ’t let anyone to touch me with a knife And it hurts The pictures of the neglect all causing my body to be on so many medications and how many they would have me on if I didnÂ’t fight them one drug in particular that hurt me permanently was lyrica Like candy Did not hear me This one of four neurologists I have been to I reacted He didnÂ’t listen Oh the stories) ItÂ’s hard to have accepted all the neglect The persons Nurses doctors and to not know The work it takes to stay sober Not go the easy way For me A couple of drinks would do her job And lighten my spirits I start to laugh more The pain is numb How do I tell my child Look at the world There is something very wrong Something missing in the human spirit I recently said ItÂ’s not the internet or computer I take issue with It is the cell phone It cause the world to stop and take shortcuts in every aspect You cannot find a pay phone in this city And the act of having to come home and listen to the messages of those who were trying to reach us The act of not having the phone glued to the hand And all the apps No no no Come home after a productive day and then listen to the messages find the time to sit and return the call Does anybody understand my point The core of where it changed Like that over night All of it premeditated by the ones who like messing with other peopleÂ’s minds A mind game if you will How do I tell my child That my sanity is dependent of my faith in a better world Promised if I put my faith into a better place mentally What do I pray for he is missing most in the hearts of us humans Who ore on a path and have no clue It is in ones sadness pain and sorrow does one reach out to Heavenly Father for guidance And we are never ever failed As they are the promises Seek and we shall find Ask and receive Knock and it will open Open up you mind Heart Spirit And know he is real In Jesus name Amen
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someone who cares eva Last edited by eva5667faliure; 12-23-2017 at 09:53 AM. |
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"Thanks for this!" says: | kiwi33 (12-23-2017), PamelaJune (12-23-2017) |
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