I have not posted here in over a year. hope kiwi you are well.
going to bed am tired.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

I have been drinking way too much.
sigh what will it take to stop me.
bizi

I made a few alcohol few days and then had a few2 drinks to date. but tonight I had 5 drinks.
sigh
went out with friends.
bizi what to do...????

I had 5 beers tonight, just got some bad news...am using that as an excuse.
bizi

I stopped at 3 big 16oz beers.

Holly beach is so good.
They will run out of it soon as it is a seasonal beer.
It is made at parish brewing company in brousard where we play trivia on thursday nights. We have not been doing well lately.
anyway,
the house is cooling down it was at 76 degrees, I had turned down the air and turned it back up this evening.it should be 72 degrees once we go to bed.
Amazing what one night of no air conditioning still had a fan on us so it was ok.
I can't imagine people who don't have air conditioning due to power out-ashes.
and how our ancestors made it with out electricity and how they cooled off.
although I think the upper temps have more to do with global warming.
yikes!
any way it is hotter than records and can't help but think that we are contributing to global warming.
bizi

I can't have just one....I had to have 4, 16 oz beers tonight.
sigh
bizi

I had 2 baby beers at fat pats,
then one 12 oz beer mixed with pineapple juice. yummy!
bizi

here I am at home on line when I should be doing paperwork and calls for appointments. I am also drinking a beer I have 3 clients this afternoon.
not a good sign.
bizi

I am grieving the lose of a good friend of mine.
Doris struggled with congestive heart failure, CHF.
she was supposed to have a valve replacement and died struggling with
having dialysis 2 days and finally after they had tried every thing she got off oxygen and was seeming to improve, she needed to get stronger in order to have the replacement of her heart valve. She had been transfered to a rehab facility.
she made it 2 days then they had to trans port her to the hospital where she coded several times and they tried every thing but she died in the icu.
she had been battling for a month, in the hospital ICU for 3 weeks then 2 days at rehab. I am sad that she died. she was one of 2 really good friends here.
I am glad that we got to share a road trip with each other, her to see her mother and take care of her for 3 days. and then we went up to north carolina to see a blue grass festival. I will miss our tea parties.

I am cooking a pork roast in the crock pot tomorrow.
Will use cream of mushroom soup and carrots and mushrooms.The roast is preseasoned.


The calling for Doris was this morning at 9-11 before the service.She looked at peace.
I got there around 9;30
I got up at 8am because I had to take a shower.
The funeral home gave me a picture of Doris with her obit inside. It is a lovely picture of her.



my nails are getting so long that i type with them and have to correct a lot of things
as I go along. I should trim them back, but they look pretty so I think I will keep them

a bit longer.I need a pedicure,the hallie cat is licking my toes and occasionally tries to
bite my nail, wonder what about my feet she likes????


Well I got tired of looking so stuffed into my scrub tops that I stopped by the uniform shop
and bought 5 extra large tops 3 blue and 2pinkish.speaking of which I need to go put them in the dryer right now.


the house is hot I turn the thermostat up when we are not home for the day then turn

the air back down to cool the house we like to keep it 72 degrees at night and 75 during the day.
with menopausal hot flashes It sucks being hot.tuesady night I finished most of my billing I ran out of stamps.
Have not charted the directive for the foot care nurses just says that I need to

get doctors orders it doesn't say specifically that I need to chart.
I know I am trying to rationalize not charting.

bad me.
I am so glad for spell check!
I have had 2 drinks 2 days in a row. which is moderation.
I like it.