Believe me, I am trying with all my might. I pray for strength daily. I know, one day I will look back and will shout with joy that I made it. I will keep telling myself this, rather I believe it or not. Soon, very soon, things will get better.

Thank you so much for sharing. Although I dont have the support system that you have had, I feel blessed to have found this forum. Talking helps so much. Hearing that others have succeeded encourages me more than any one will ever know.

Some days are better than others, and some just suck real bad. My brain must be getting better because Im starting to dream again or atleast remember that I dreamed.

I will keep you posted. Thanks again.