Hi..im new to this whole cyber sharing thing, i usually just leave my anxiety for me to deal with n get over..but recently ive noticed it getting worse

and the paronoia is out of control! Feel like the men in the white coats are on their way...
Cant see my tdoc till i go back to college, n im new to that too..

Just feeling a lil overwhelmed...even now, feeling like a complainer...

My doctor told me that instead of getting some other disease I got anxiety- and it is absolutely the strangest thing I have ever dealt with- mostly I think because we don't realize how powerful how minds are, and we don't have a clue to all of the factors that can impact our mental thinking and physical well-being (or not!) My biggest problem is irrational thinking when I get caught up in anxious moments or panic attacks. If you can talk yourself down, or use medication to help you control your symptoms and your fear of those guys in the white coats coming, perhaps you can find your way out of this jungle. Take a deep breath, or a 1000, and hang on until you get to your doc- sending good, supportive thoughts your way. Julie

I found walking around, even around my house, often helps with my anxiety. I have at times, got my husband out of bed at 3am to go outside for a walk. Meditation and yoga also help me.

Thanks for your replies...im just tryin to deal i guess..im alright at the moment, sometimes it gets hard to get rid of the negative thought patters, but ill try the tips you gave me...

thanks again

Hi Frankie!!

Welcome to NT!!!

I understand about anxiety... I live it 24/7. I stay in my room in the dark many days in a row.

Today I "HAD" to go to the grocery. It was extremely hard, difficult breathing, sweating, etc...

Please feel free to roam around and join in anywhere!! You will find there are many, many caring and sincere people here!!!

Feel free to ask questions when you need... help others where you can... also feel free to vent if you need to---we understand.

I hope to see you around the board!!

Abbie

Thanks

Im just gettin to kno the place, will be around soon enough

I am taking Ativan as needed for Health Anxiety. It started with a cyst (and gentlemen you will understand if I say it's where you don't want to get a cyst). So had the whole cancer scare with that. Then I got Bell's Palsy. Which scared the crap out of me. Then I started getting body wide muscle twitches, which sent me to a neuro. All fine. He said he saw ZERO reason to do more testing and that his tolerance for more testing was pretty low. So then came the bulbar ALS scares and the lump in the throat, tightness in chest.....more internet searching.....and so on and so on. It's a tough circle to break out of and it won't happen over night. I can say the Ativan is great when I need it. SO far today.....haven't needed it. This is day 4 of Ativan. I did end up taking 1.5 mg yesterday. I then cut my grass last night and boom I felt great. Tension released....now more lump in the throat and tightness in chest. It's all anxiety, but it's hard to make you mind stop. I slept great last night too, first time in a while.