[FunkyFresh]

This morning was horrible.I I made my own doctor's appointment for the first time. I have been looking for a new doctor so I found one place that looked ok. I was nervous the whole way there. I got there and the place reminded me of a hospital and a mall put together (I hate both). I had no idea where to go.

I went to get into the elevator that some people were in they looked me straight in the eye and let it close in my face. After wandering around I finally found my doctor. They made me take my shoes off to measure my height, but I wasn't wearing socks... I wonder how many other people have done the same...

My doctor was from a different country and I didn't understand a word he said. I didn't ask him to repeat himself because I was already freaking out with so much going on. He wrote me a prescription for who knows what (that I will not be filling) and walked out of the room leaving the door open. I just sat there not knowing what to do until a nurse said to come on out. She gave me a paper and told me to go to the labwork area place.

I went over there and it was so crowded which just added to my anxiety. Sitting there I realized they were going to ask for a urine sample and take blood. That was it for me. I was too far gone. I got up and told the lady at the lab work desk I was leaving. Now I feel like I never want to go to another doctor again. I want to drop all of my medications and curl up in a ball. -_-