thanks, your always so nice.

and thanks for buying my book Granola Liberal, i really appriciate it.

Glad to see you AutisticMoose. Welcome!!!

cj
(who's also feeling low on confidence in posting and I also don't know why...maybe it's the uncertainty of this board which has the appearance of the old board...but we know it's not) There's also not so many posters here yet and that makes you 'show up' more...since you can't get lost in the crowd) I dunno. If I had it figured out then I probably wouldn't be having a problem figuring out what to post when.

i wish i could pin point it, but i can identify what has made me start posting if that helps. i am thinking of the things that make me happy, like my hexagons or poems when i get nerveous as i am typing. i had a friend (MILI) talk to me about what i was feeling and that helped me identify more boundaries of why i wouldn't post. then she had an idea to make a thread about what i had been emailing her. and eventually i got the nerve up to do it. so it took quite the bit of effort for something that seems so trivial. but i guess trivial is in the eye of the beholder.