Sorry i have not been around. have not been able to.

Pammy, thanks for remembering me.

i am between two parental birthdays back to back and there are fights back to back as well.

btw, Beth, i hope you guys have a good evening... Happy Birthday Jeff.

Funny art should come up... i have a block ... on everything. not just my art. i mean, i can't sing, i can't compose, i can't write (including poems), i can't draw, i can't paint or do any other paper/media work... photography too expensive for me now but i couldn't anyway.

i feel like i am living in a cement block. i have a tiny tiny chisel and sometimes i try to use it haphazardly. then something happens and the block gets moved or all shook up and i get very hurt and i am a mess.

plans? hmmm. well, my plans were to watch the House premiere but the network ehhh... didn't show it as advertised? :mad: doesn't matter, they screwed me out of watching the older seasons anyway so it's all kind of come undone to me.

Mari i am glad you are making progress with your appointments and able to ask for the help you need.

i am starting to think i am beyond help.

~ waves ~ of despondency and desperation

You're not beyond help, don't think that, I know it's awfully hard to see now, but you can and will get better if you get some help now. I would get in to see your pdoc ASAP. I posted in the other thread, the Not GOod one and want you to know you matter to me and to others here, try to remember you're a GOOD person and deserve to be happy, or at the very least, you deserve stability. Please keep us posted on how you're doing...:hug: :grouphug:

I agree with Pam, Waves not beyone help. Just trying to find it.

So lets get a way to find you some. I wish we were all closer so we could.

We had a good weekend. I had 4 grandkids yesterday, and today I had 3.
But today I had Derrick around helping with them. He is such help.

Donna

a little better the past two / three days
 

For the past three days I have started to feel slightly better from the chaos of the summer.
I do not feel sleep deprived all the time.
I started to feel caught up and relaxed this weekend.

I am still tearful.
And I jump to tears at home easily.
I'm dreadfully behind at work.

I'm confused about medical decisions.

M.

My weekend ended by getting to snuggle with my little nephew...

He fell asleep in my arms... :)

Helped to calm me for a while...

Hugs to all...
Abbie
:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:

Abbie
Sounds like a good end to the weekend.

Donna

I am glad that you are starting to feel a bit better. are temperatures getting better there? it is finally starting to cool off a bit here.
maybe a walk on the beach would help with those tears.
have you been to a yoga session since all of this?
hugs to you today((((((HUGS))))))
bizi