(((Mari))) snoopy again !!! I've always liked it, but now I love him !!! he is so funny... And he is like me, when he is tired, he needs his space and to leep !

Oh dear Isis, I will ask at the pharmacy for the med you mentioned... You can't imagine how bad I'm feeling !!! Seriously, never felt this bad before...

Dear Majo,
You have access to medical care if I am right.
Make it a priority to get a professional team on your side.
It is nice to have a team
Imagine how the top athletes, actors, musicians have a group of people watching out for them: setting up appointments, hiring experts for them, giving them constant emotional support, . . .
This is what those of us with emotional disorders need to: a team of experts.
Fine your team.

M.

Hi Blue, I'm sorry to find you sick.

I was just wondering, have you had your tonsils removed? If not maybe that is the problem. My friend was getting the cold/flu multiple times a year, but last year she got her tonsils taken out and this year she only had one cold, it she said it was much less unpleasent then before.

The after-surgery recovery is pretty tough, especialy for adults, but the quality of life deffinately goes up afterwards.

Of course, this is only relevent if you still have you're tonsils. If not sorry for the waste of a post .

I hope you feel better soon sweetheart.

How are you?

Aw ((((((((((Dear Friends)))))))))

I have missed you tons !!! I have been thinking about you all these days without internet and feeling nasty so I couldnt log in in my mini-screen phone...

Ok, I got some signal right now, so, thought I should use it while it lasts...

You are so right dear Mari... I definetely need a team... I will start working on that this january...

and yes ! I have tonsils....

Uff, how did you guys spent Christmas !? Mine was... not bad... but I cant say it was good... It was... hum... boring in a way that I was feeling so mad listening to what my father, aunts and uncle in law had to say...

I was feeling so sick... my cousins were listening to music that I cant stand... and the rest of the family... gosh... they started to talk about suicide They know anything about it... Im sure... They hurt me like hell... I dont care if they dont know how I feel... I dont care if they dont know Im sick, but I hate when people make statements like they knew everybody in this planet... they generalize... they... argh... you know...
I couldnt contain myself and even when I wanted to open my mouth, I suddenly said: "I love how all you are talking like psychiatrists.... I didnt know you had studied that much"...
They, of course, felt offended and started to say things like "oh... yeah... we cant talk about anything or what !?"
Grrr... the rest of the dinner I could only ignore them... I felt so lonely.

I have always loved animals.... I cant talk with them for ages... and Im sure they listen me and understand me... they make me feel so well... and not only big pets, but I can talk to a tiny butterfly...
Right so, I went to "talk" to my cousin's golden lab... he is so funny... I stayed most of the Christmas Eve with him... making him curls ! haha not to mention all the family looked at me like "ugh ? she is so crazy and werid..." I wanted to shout, yes, IM... and Im so proud of being different to all you !!!!!!!!!

Oh dear... At 3:00 am we came back home and I couldnt stop crying while I was praying... I actually thank God for being sick as it has make me more... hum... consious of many things... and, it has make me enjoy more more thing and... to try to understand people reactions before just judging...

Oh well, I have writen a lot

Hope your eve was better than mine !

Dear Majo,

My Christmas was quiet since I don't celebrate it.
My relatives live far away and spread out. Sometimes I miss them -- other times I can see how it might be annoying to be around them.

I would have found the dog and hung out with the dog too. Dogs can let you listen and be happy to be with you.


Here is your team working together for you:

EEww. . . . did they really discuss suicide as if it was a topic for conversation? I hate when people act knowledgeable about tricky subjects . . . especially (HELLO) on a holiday.

The good things are that 1) you survived and 2) it is over until you have to see them again.


Feel better soon.


M.

hi blue, sorry you had to endure that christmas stuff. Do you really have to go next time...you were sick and should have stayed home in bed.
maybe next time. glad that you had a nice doggie to play with.
they are very comforting!
good to hear from you thanks for checking in with us.
((((((HUGS))))))
bizi

Mari !!! Lovely team !! I definetely hope to get one like that in january !!

You are so right Bizi... I should had stayed... My mom actually offered me to stay... silly me, I thought I was going to feel better if I visited my family than if I stayed alone.. oh well

Hugs for everyody in this forum !