[Mari]

Hi, Pamster,
How are you?
Mari

[waves]

I've been thinking about you too, Pam.

It would be good to hear from you.
Do please check in when you are able.



~ waves ~

[bizi]

we miss you pammy!!!!!!
How are you going sweetie??????
bizi

[Pamster]

Hey Mari, waves & Beth, I am doing as well as can be expected. Just kinda down, Jackie's sick and I am wondering if his wisdom isn't impacting his upper right molar because he acted out violently at school last week, hitting one student then scratching another one, then when told to sit down (this happened outside at the playground) he started banging his head and cursing and said, "I'm angry my tooth is hurting!" so I am just afraid he's gonna need surgery.

The school pictures came back crappy so with him sick we're gonna miss retakes Monday and end up with NO school pics this year. *Sigh* I just hate this, the ones they took he had a goofy stupid lookinng grin that wasn't a smile, and we sent them back thinking he'd be able to get retakes. But with him having a runny nose and slightly elevated temp it's not gonna happen. So we're gonna end up with a refund when we wanted pics.

I am bleeding for my regular cycle and it's NOT nearly as bad s it was before, I had a good dr appt yesterday and got a clean bill of health, and it looks like I can put off getting the hysterectomy at least for now since things are NOT nearly as heavy as they were this time last month. The only bad thing is that I had to cancel my appt for getting the new cast made, it kinda stinks, because I was bleeding. *Sigh* So that's how we've been. It's just been rough. I am grateful it's less heavy this month, but just disappointed I had to cancel my appt for the new casting session. I don't think I am gonna have the c-leg by my birthday after all because I forsee this new vacuum socket failing miserably as the previous two attempts have...and that bothers me, I feel like we're wasting time and effort on something I know will NOT work.

I hope you three are doing well, I admit I haven't been posting as much because my outlook is kinda down at the moment, but I will try to check in more often. I think about you all daily, wondering how you're each doing, and hoping that you're doing well. Take care and I'll check in again soon.

[bizi]

dear Pammie,
it is ok to not post, post when ever you are up to it, and that doesn't have to mean only when things are going well.
were here good and bad, that is what friends do they support each other when things get rough too.
thank you for updating us. Sorry about jackie being sick and you having to change appointments and please think positively about your leg. attitude is very important!
I am sure it will work out with patience and the guy is really working with you to try to make it all work out.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

[waves]

Well there you are!

It's good to see you even though i am sorry you are going through a rough patch or several at the same time. i hope Jackie feels better soon and that you can get his you can get his tooth sorted so he won't be in pain... how rotten that is. I do feel for him.

It is good news that your menses are less problematic... at least that's one up!

As far as the leg... i agree with Beth... think positive. i remember when you were so excited, and were like i just know this is going to work. and now you are saying you feel it won't. ummm... maybe it's more about how you feel in general... when we don't tend to have hope about much. so maybe take the feelings for what they are - feelings - and try to keep your thoughts grounded in neutral territory: this is a new thing you have not yet tried. it could work. it might not, but it could. there are no guarantees, but hope is certainly well-placed.

*** I WILL BE HOPING FOR YOU, FOR IT TO WORK!!! ***



You try to take care now, and do pop in when you can. We like to have you here.

~ waves ~

[Dmom3005]

Pam

Sending you some thoughts. Hoping Jackie is getting better. You really do
need to have a positive attitude for the leg. I will send up thoughts to
you.

Donna

[Mari]

Dear Pam,
Know that we are thinking about you --whether you are posting or not.

Keep trying the new leg. Go through the steps and see what happens. It might all work out like you want it to.

M.

[Mari]

Dear Pam,

I hope hopes that the guy you are working with can find the solution for you. He sounded like he knows how to work out whatever he needs. Be patient with the process.
'Sending you good vibes and good energy.

M.

[waves]

I hope Jackie is better by now and I want to wish you guys a Happy Thanksgiving, Pam.

(((HUGS)))

~ waves ~