Dear Jen,
That's good that you got up the courage to go to the hospital to take care of yourself. I'm happy that they helped you this time.

M.

Dear Jen

glad to hear you are doing better.

~ waves ~

glad to hear that you are better!
bizi

Dear Jen,
'Thinking about you.
'Sending some hugs.
M.

Thanks everyone for the hugs and support. very nice of u to stick by me through this. enough is enough though right? can't find anything wrong with me so that's good right? still forcing the water in me though, and forcing food in me. but things are going in and staying in for the most part so that is good. still nauseated, actually it's gotten really bad, but my head is pounding too so am afraid my migrains that i had years ago are back or something is up with my head.
have to have a follow-up sometime when i make the appointment so maybe will see if he thinks that could be what's happening. have put off making the follow-up because of being in that stupid clinic so much last week and i have to go see my reg. doc and my pdoc. they are both in the same clinic and in the same vasinity in the clinic cause it's just a small place.
i know i have to get over this and just go and do what is best for my health, right now i don't care though...too much else is going on and things happened yesterday to make me lose my best friend and just makes me think why do i even try?
anyways, not much else to say.
tc everyone and thanks again,
jen

Dear Jen,
You have gone through so much.
You can handle one more thing. Make the phone call to the doc and give him / her a chance to talk to you about what is going on.

M.

I know that you have been down that dark path before.
please pay attention to yourself and take care of you.
Depression can be life threatening.
make the calls get some answers.
there are things still wrong with you and need attention.
It will take effort.
jen you are worthy of this effort.
bizi

i am sorry about losing your best friend. i wonder if things can be reconciled.

but for now i'd say just put one foot in front of the other - even a toe, if you can't do a whole foot at a time, and let the doctors help you.

when you feel better it will be easier to deal with other things.



~ waves ~

Jen
I totally understand the losing your bestfriend. I have done that
so many times. I've stopped trying to make best friends.

I just seem to survive by making friends now. I too had to go back
to the doctor, just for a follow up appt. I knew I didn't want to I've
been avoiding a couple things I should be doing. But luckily didn't
get a lecture. Just that they would do what they could right now.

So I will start what I can too.

Donna

hi,

just quick saying hi and ty for all nice things u have said and support u have given me.
things just not well. i am feeling ok i guess. not the best but ok. but other things not good.
don't know what else to say, feel like dissapointment to everyone here and don't deserve anything u have said, so maybe i just stay away. sorry i be that way and sorry i not be a good person.

jen