ME BP - Get back on your meds ASAP....

You need to sleep, You need to eat.

Take care.....Hope the meds kick in soon.

Nikko:hug:

I have no meds to take. I flushed them on Thursday evening. I had a huge argument with my pdoc and felt I didn't need them or her. Now I have to call her tomorrow and tell her what I did.

This is one time I wish I was a drinker. I'd drink myself into oblivion.

Dear Me BP?,
Try to stay calm until tomorrow when you can call her.
This stuff happens.

I hope that you will be all right soon.
Keep talking to us.
Mari

Dear BJ<
I am sorry that you got in a fight with your pdoc...
and I amsorry that you are hurting...these meds are a hard pill to swallow...I have had my fair share of denial about medications in the past.
WE have to listen to our bodies....
You can call her emergency answering service and have a prescription called into an all night pharmacy if you need to .
KNOW that is an option for you.
hang in there and please keep posting and know that we care about you.
((((HUGS))))
bizi
Do you have someone to be with you while you are going thru this?
I don't like thinking that you are alone right now.:grouphug:

I've called and left a message. We had a huge fight over my denial and she said some pretty nasty things like if I won't help myself she can't. Bipolar grief, 1st stage denial and I'm stuck there. Move on, get on with it, accept it.

http://members.iinet.net.au/~fractal1/fsrvive1.htm

Didn't sleep, wandered, walked all night, too tired.

Well at first being diagnosed Bipolar is denial. She should understand that, and we all or most at one time or another have tried to go off a med here and there.

Is she going to call in scripts for you? If not, time to find another p-doc or get an appt. at a clinic.

If you had refills, maybe you could call the pharmacists and tell them what happened, they have the numbers of the the meds. Then there is the cost, if there were a lot left, then I don't know how you prescription plan would work in covering them.

Sending, good thoughts, sleep, and better days ahead.

Hugs, Nikko:hug: