This isolation is one of the worst feelings to endure. I sit in my apartment alone all day with only a few moments of phone contact for real interaction. I go to school once a week and the others ignore me. I go to my doctor's offices or anywhere else like court and I have to wait for hours for my ride. I don't know how much I can take of this without snapping.

I want to give up Goodwill and do volunteer work just to be around people who might just might be nice to me. My Rehab. counselor, psyh therapist, and Goodwill teacher put the pressure on me though to go to Goodwill as often as I can. I have so many physical ailments that either keep me at home or personal business to take care of.

I can't sleep anymore without taking sleeping pills. There's nothing to look forward to or get excited about. Life is just a big hassel and I'm just going through the emotions.

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