I can go about my pre-bedtime tasks while thinking only of them. . .one step at a time.

M

nice shower
awake again

Maybe pack lunch, organize papers before tossing them in bag, make list of what I have to do in the a.m.,

Alarm is set for 8:45.

M

Wow mari, you are going thru some heavy stuff right now...any chance you could see you tdoc....hope you are able to have a good day.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

Mari

I'm glad the gabapentin is working so well for you.

I am a little confused though. Why the post with the list

Leaving folks things. I'm lost.

Donna

HI,

Hubby often speaks better with actions than with words. When I came to my office today I saw an office sized fridge and a small 900 watt microwave that he bought at Sams. Later, he had a student drop off some chalk for me (most rooms use white boards, but I need chalk in the room with a/c I found).

I'm ok. He needs to be less obessessive and I need to get more sleep. Otherwise, we collide.

M

I am glad that you are ok.
yes you need to get more sleep.
just agreeing with you.
bizi

Dear Mari

i hope you enjoy the fridge and microwave oven - certainly convenient ... unless you already had them in a shared space and they take up office space you would have preferred "free." you can probably return them in that case.

i think that was funny on hubby's behalf.
forgive me if i found this hysterical (in both senses? ) but i also recognized a sense of panic in it that was far from funny. i am really glad to hear you are feeling better.

i do think this is a good idea. Starting to feel like you might lose it bad enough. Add to that the fear of getting stuck in some gawful hx only makes things worse i think. Having this emergency list in place might take away a stressor that hits you at the worst of times, is what i am thinking.

i hope hubby can real in his obsessing somewhat too. and that you continue to get more sleep. i know the sleep will help.

sending lots of love and good vibes...


waves

I highly recommend all of us making out a list of our past hospitalizations, injuries, allergies,( i list SSRI's in there) medical information that could be useful, family hx if significant, current doctors names and phone numbers, current medications and supplements, insurance information, blood type, contact information copy of living wills if we have one, share this with your significant other/family member or health care representative.
Sounds like you are going to do this.
bizi

HI,

I see pdoc later today. I am less in the mood than I normally am to
1. wake up and get out of bed for an afternoon appt.
2. drive
3. deal with him.

I also don't feel like explaining the Gabapentin to him.

M.

sorry ... sounds like you are feeling bleehhh today.

can you find the gabapentin posts in this thread, and just print them for him to read? even maybe just the last few posts on it would be enough?

i hope you regain your energies soon ((((hugs))))

waves