oh jacquie, your losses are still so new...the grief must be so hard to stand.
I don't know how you cope....
bizi

Know your loved ones are well. Now about you...
 

It's okay, Jacquie. :hug: Your loses are so recent, they are still physically part of you. Mine are long ago & gentled by memories & love so that none of mine hurt. 40 years! I'm much closer to being part of the Great Oneness or the Great Mystery than to feeling the pain.

I pray that you are getting closer to the time when you can let go & not relive that night. Your daughter & pets are beyond the pain, & I see you continuing to relive it. Have you been able to talk with someone? The military was incredible, there for me in amazing ways. It was years before I really began to recover, much less heal! But I never could have without lots of professional help.

Probably preaching to the choir here... ? :circlelove:

So correct are they.

Getting the help is so necessary.

Love

Donna:grouphug: