Yeah, like seeing through a thick glass...I hate that!

Dear Waves,

I hope the wrapping up of your trip goes well -- good food tonight, a trip without incident home.

It's nice to feel treated well in a good room with a good bed.

Mari

thanks folks

i went out for extra coffee to let them do my room then came back and hoped to relax... instead i packed.... sorta had to... friend brought me some things i neglected to leave room for.... sigh....

on the one hand, this is good, i only have out a tshirt to sleep, dinner wear, and left room (i hope) to cram that in. on the other hand, i am freaking out because i have lost bus ticket (round trip) to airport... not cheap... and having got to this point i have looked everywhere - repacking entailed dump everything out and reput back in... from scratch, so i have detailed every nook and cranny, only hope is that i asked friend to hang onto it... yikes...

Bizi, these past few days they basically take off all day and then we eat late then my friend and i talk... and end up staying up too late but there isn't any other time to talk otherwise... so it's a bit of a strain even with having the day to myself. lots of compromise - mostly on my sleep, starting to feel sucky and my schedule is now totally FKKD.

Donna i start work next monday. so as of tomorrow i am officially on vacation from vacation! i just hope i can fix my sleep pattern as i'm now in night owl / sleep deprivation.

i knew i would need the time afterwards. but i don't know if i will ever go on a vacation again. if i had a car, i could throw a bag in it and drive someplace, but like this... it's wacko, i was wacko before and now i'm a different kind of wacko... i feel like spacy, my heart is jumping about.

Mari, thank you... i hope i can get a window this time. i couldn't last time and this flight has good view. it will depend on checkin time... which will depend on my friends' waking up time... not good since their flight is later. friend and i having issues with sorting out monies and must be done here... arghh.

honestly i cannot wait to get home.

~ waves ~

thinking of you and sending some relaxing vibes your way.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

thanks Bizi.

can really use them.

In theatre there's a, well, mostly mental thing that shifts in at the end of a hard performance. When the end is finally in sight, you grit your teeth & go mentally "...arrgh." If it's really a rough show, I (as stage manager), have even voiced the mental thing aloud, telling everyone including tech it's cool to just get it over with.

You are there, ~ waves ~ , & I wish I could stage manage your return.

The "mental thing" is the phrase go for curtain! & means (as you've no doubt figured), get it over ASAP!

& <CG