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08-31-2011, 07:40 PM | #1 | ||
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I just want to cry tonight ! And then I find myself doing just that.
Ugh, I had the worst day. First I had the mistake of putting a case conference on the wrong day it seems. I still swear its tomorrow. My calendar says tomorrow. But I seem to have the wrong date, I know what has happened, I had two days reserved, waiting on a email to find out which. I got a email, but guess I put the wrong day. So I didn't go, I was supposed to take my dil to the hospital for a appt today. But it had gotten cancelled. But I got a call about 15 minutes after the meeting was supposed to stop, so Gosh. I just didn't get to go. I was over 40 minutes away. So I didn't go, I knew it would be way to late. And it technically wouldn't help my parent, if I came in late. I haven't been able to get ahold of the parent, so I have left all kinds of messages today. He wont return my message. So, well ugh. I am not sure if I should try to call again, tomorrow or wait. I think I'll wait, but I just am not sure what to do. Then this afternoon, when I get back, from picking up meds. I get a call from my sister. Who's daughter is getting married in about 3 weeks. I had not been going to be able to go. Its in Michigan, over 4 or 5 hours away for me. My family doesn't seem to realize, how hard times are right now for all our family. But with the settlement I got, I am going to be able to go. I debated whether I should just really book, and drive all day on a Friday for a Friday afternoon, wedding. But because its going to be so busy through South Bend, I chose to stay 2 nights. I haven't been able to get a commitment from my husband, and Derrick is not sure if they will allow him to not go to school. I can work that out. He finally told me, he isn't into weddings. But my sister understood, that even if I said, 3 that it could still be just me, we are pretty sure, that Dale will get a job for 3 months soon. And if he is working, he isn't going to take off to go. Its been almost 2 years since he has had this kind of time at a job. So its very important. So what happens, I get a fb, message on the page, not a message itself. From my niece, this evening. Stating, Do you know how many are coming, My mom said, Maybe 1, maybe 3 Hmmm, if you ask me that is a answer. But she says, I have to have a answer, because I have to turn in for rec, etc. So I called my sister in tears, told her to tell my niece it would just be me. Since she had to have a exact number. I really shouldn't have. I guess its back in the air in their opinion. Ugh. I don't know we will see, I really hate going that far by myself. But there is no way I can drive over and go with others either. Donna |
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