Bobby,

I am relieved for you. I am happy too that the dr was supportive.

M.

Dear Bobby

congratulations on getting the eye appointment done! i am glad the doc was so supportive and was able to reassure you. what a relief. i can appreciate still feeling some tension from it all... but it will dissipate soon, and the relief will take full effect.

love

~ waves ~

Bobby

I can understand the feelings so well. I am still in the waiting mode.

But I had a good reason, and have made a new appt for next week.

So I feel good about that, I would usually just cancel and not remake the
appt myself. But its to important.

Donna

Donna
I giggled when i read your post. You sound so proactive so i was surprised when i read your post although you always seem to have a full plate.
i am still wound up from the exam and yesterday i had a yearly interview with my other social worker who asked me a ton of questions.I woke up at three again and think I am a bit manic. I have been telling everybody about my eye doctor and trying to recruit patients for him. yesterday i went back to the luncheon place and told them why i had been missing.
bobby

Glad to hear you went to the center. I am sure they were glad to see you.
I would rather hear that you are more maybe call it normal or above normal depression, maybe it is not manic but enjoy what ever ride you are taking.
Have a good weekend bobby
bizi

decided not to go to the center today. don't know why. am almost finished with a book and i just took a bath and washed my hair. Pudge had a lion cut this Saturday and looks smashing. she is also sleeping on my bed by my head. i just love it. i went out to eat with my neighbor. she is treating me so well. I have been afraid to get on the scale. I don't know when i will do it.
I am still using Miralax which is still working. I just bought some olive oil and will force myself to drink it unless i put it on romaine lettuce. I have never had this problem before. i hope i can get myself to go to the center tomorrow.
bobby

Dear Bobby,

Those lion cuts are adorable.

M

Dear Bobby,

i say put the oil on some romaine lettuce and make yourself a nice tossed salad. are you allowed grated parmesan?

i used to make a salad dressing with a little mustard, olive oil, and vinegar, a little black pepper whipped together. (use 2:1 oil:vinegar, pepper and mustard to your taste.) you can make more than you need it will keep... in the fridge.

then top with about a tsp of grated parmesan and toss. i is also good with turkey, chicken, or roastbeef, in the salad - you can get packaged cold cuts or go to the deli. cut the slices into strips for the salad, before dressing it.

i bet we'd all love to see a picture of Pudge with her new hairdo... i would for sure. i remember when she was hiding in the couch and you were so worried about her.... now look how things turned out, isn't it wonderful?

yes, try to go to the center tomorrow. it's ok you didn't go today. one day at a time. boy am i ever having to do that right now.

love

~ waves ~

i will try to get myself to go to the center today even though i don't want to. i feel relieved that i didn't gain any more weight. i will try having olive oil every day to help relieve my constipation. romaine lettuce i thought had the least calories and i don't think i could drink a tablespoon of olive oil a day.
I am so relieved that Pudge's hairdo went okay. I forgot if i wrote that the woman who groomed Pudge said she was sweet. that made me happy. I don't know about a picture. I am not sure where my camera is.
last night i had a real nightmare. I dreamt i killed my mother. that was a first.
i knew i had a lot of unresolved issues but boy did that dream shock me. I woke up so depressed. what else is new. then when i go into the kitchen for coffee Pudge follows me and i pet her for about five minutes. for five minutes i get relief. I still feel wound up about the doctor's appointment last week even though the news was much better than i expected.
I feel guilty that i didn't put up links to the rem's full albums on the youtube thread. i don't have the patience this morning. I also love everybody hurts if that is the name of it. I have been listening to sweet child of mine thanks to Mari.
Love
bobby

You are taking care of you, that is your first priority.
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi