[bizi]

I went to the dermatologist last week, and he prescribed oracea, Which is a low dose of doxyclyclin, and used for it's antiinflamatory properties.
I am also using aczone gel twice a day.
Hate to admit that I have been picking a bit still which is terrible. and now my face has gotten twice as bad. The bumps are now on both sides of my face and along my chin. My faces itches, I read somewhere that I could have an infestation of mites. So I decided to call the office and talk to their nurse. Her name is Val. I told her what was going on. She confronted me about my picking and I was honest with her. and she told me that I really needed to talk with a therapist about dealing with that. I told her it was like an OCD thing and that I had a therapist.
sigh I felt ashamed
He wants me to use the steroid ointment for a week. I asked about the mites and if I should switch back to metro gel which I used in the very beginning, he agreed after the steroid use. Wants me to use this 2x a day. It is oily...how am I going to be able to wear make up????
I can't wear bandages all over my face during the day.
I am getting very depressed about this...
I am my own worst enemy.....
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