It is hard trusting someone when they let you down. I think I would stop giving things to her, sounds like she is using you....and the friendship is lop sided. Concentrate on your work and not needing anyone elses assistance.
You are smart and have come so far.
sending encouraging thoughts your way and strength because you really are a very strong woman.
((((((HUGS))))))
bizi

Hi, Majo,

When we are tired and stressed in one area of our lives, it affects other areas too.

Get strong. Focus on yourself. You will be better someday.

M

:hug: BlueMojo :hug:

Phyllis :hug:

keep on hanging in there
 

Dear Majo

sounds to me like, even though you often feel like you are drowning, in reality you are doing a very good job of staying afloat ... despite the tempestuous waters. ;)

(((hugs))) and courage.

~ waves ~

you are going through so many trials and it is so hard for a bipolar to protect ones self. you see how many people on this forum care about you. if only you could cast aside the others in your life who don't treat you as you deserve to be treated. there are so many who appreciate you! remember that
bobby

Mayo

Add some more pictures to you collage of people who are there with you.

You can add one of Derrick's art pictures if you like. He would feel
honored.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

Hello my sweet people !!

Thank you for your support... I feel so abandoned here... I mean, in my real life... :(

Im feeling anxious today.... blaming my eyes and all their silly symptoms for that... :( :mad:

I have come to the conclusion that I will never be happy... There is always something or someone that bothers me, and there is always something missing in my life...

The worst thing I think, is, that my stress somedays is not even real you know ?Like, I dont have to study or anything, but I feel stressed thinking about "Im sure Im going to end blind" :rolleyes: How crazy did I sound ? :o

Im tired of myself... of my brain that would not stop saying me BS... :mad:

I appreciate you all here so much :grouphug:

And Donna, I have one of his pictures as my laptop desktop... ;)

I love you so much !

Dear Blue
 

I know you are not happy today. I want to extend a :Heart: to you today. It is valentines day, and my friends here are on my mind. I hope that you can know joy again. I think that even if I were dying, I would be able to find some measure of peace in very small things. I don't don't know why my depression got better, I only know there is help and hope for you, that your spirits can be lifted a bit. Try to do an act of kindness toward yourself today. Something you don't normally do, just to make yourself feel the tiniest bit better. Those small steps, and lead to giant leaps. It begins within you. You have such a good heart, and you are so kind to others. Be kind to yourself to. I want you to know I care about you. If I were your neighbor I would be over with a :hug: and maybe some cookies, or a bunch of home grown bananas. Don't give up Blue, so many do care about you. You are not alone because you have all of us here. Is there anything that you can think of that would help, or something I could do to make you feel better. Valentines day is about:hug::In-Lurve: there is a whole lot of that being sent to you. My foot hurts today, but I came here, and I got a smile from another. That made my foot feel better, just like when I was little and my mother would kiss the hurt. Keep in touch Blue. I am here anytime. ginnie:Heart:

Majo,

What works for me most of the time is practicing being thankful. I thank the moon, the sun, my body, my brain. . . . When I wake up in the morning I thank my body and the universe for helping me through the night.

M

:Heart::Heart::Heart: BlueMojo :hug::hug::hug:

Phyllis