[waves]

I have been feeling withdrawn. i have not done much around the house and have felt exceedingly tired - even more than before. i have not wanted to engage much.

i have been doing some graphic stuff online because i cannot draw - i'd like to.

we have decided i should stay on 100 mg of Zoloft for a while.

I have a difficult anniversary that falls this time of year. This time, it seemed like i was dealing much better, but i was high enough... everything was beautiful and alive and colors and shapes and paces crisscrossed... i could feel the pulse of the universe.... ehhh.... YYYA. o-k. pdoc told me flat out i was verging on hypo and the decision to go down was a nobrainer. but with the taper and consequent mood drop, i think my perspectives shifted so that the anniversary hit me backhand... double-whammy.

i need to get glasses from new script. the opthalmologist did a crappy job figuring out my needs vision wise. the optometrist can help with that part, luckily. contacts were a quick fix for when i have to go out, so i can wear non-prescription shades. i can see ok but not close up. mom gave me some cheapie reading glasses which might help for now.

then my tooth - another story. ugh. also annual cleaning time. need to find someone GOOD... sigh.

i also need to go to mdoc for hopefully exams and referrals for my knee and both ankles, plus repeat thyroid test.

i do not want to see mdoc, nor get glasses, nor clall dentists etc.

i don't want to deal with anybody.

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I'm passing out now. I'll be back to check other threads tomorrow, as I can. Sorry if i caused folks to worry. Thank you all for being here for me. i have to hope the Zoloft will kick me back up in a few days. I just have to wait this out now...



~ waves ~

[DiMarie]

Waves a wonderful sight for me eyes, so glad you checked in. It is a huge pain to take on all the med stuff at one time. Next few days put it on the back burner and regroup instead of pushing too much. I hope the zoloft kicks in and you can feel better. Maybe just deal with one problem that you absolutly have to, like if your tooth is in pain.
Sorry about the anniversary hitting you so hard this year. Tough to work through the dates that loom at us. You are so loved and dear to us, always remember that
Update when you can, thinking of you and keeping you close in my thoughts,
love
di

[waves]

thank you Di, that was a really sweet message.

gotta get the mood and fatigue fixed first or nothing else can happen.

knee and ankles urgent - as soon as i can drag myself to mdoc - latest will be when i need meds refilled lol, they will eventually run out. ha. nobrainer tg.

tooth not in danger plus much research to find new dentist and hygenist... will start researching in better moments...

again thanks for your kind words.

~ waves ~

[bizi]

Thank you for checking in. I was afraid that you had dropped with the zoloft changes. I agree with di wait a few days to let the zoloft adjust your mood.
I am hoping you feel better soon.
thanks again for checking in.
miss you when you are gone.
sorry about the anniversary date....
love you
bizi

[Dmom3005]

Just do what you can.

Thats what beloved friends do.

We love you.


Donna

[mymorgy]

i am so sorry that you have been going through such a hard time. thanks so much for checking in. take baby steps
love
bobby