pulling my self apart any which way but up. my med needs to work faster. had a rough day . hubby mad he doesn't undrstand he spent all day with me but still i was sad. it's not you i told hime it's me my meds and then i didn't change my patch on time wich pulled me even further down. i don't men to be like this but i can not help how i feelicalled my doc but it was to late they were close dat 4:30 it was five when i tried to call. so so much for today i guess tomorrow i will feel better. one good thing comes when i am sad writting. hubby called me later and explained he was upset because i was so upset and he hated to leave for work with me like that. so from now on no more late meds we'll ask for help. daughter had something to do after school today couldn't bring my self to take her being around a bunch of people.


pulling apart at the semes not knowing the way to in between....desrtoying my self bit by bit .....no feelings just regret. sadness overwhelems is this truley how i should feel?-shelly

It's not easy. So take it easy on yourself.

K?

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I know when it's bad, sounds like your on my level ah negative 10. I know it's triet but you all tell me not to beat my-self up when things are in the toilet. So I'm passing along major, major s.. And know that I'm thinking of ya....


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feeling sososososo much better thank you what a diff a day makes . called the doc yesterday and she would not change anything just told me to hold out i would feel better . with all the meds i take it's hard to tweak, it's a delicate balance. feel better about being me thank you. when i get down like that theres just no focus of whats up or even that i could feel better again. stuck in a moment can't get out of. but god never seems to give me more than i can handle. i think he thinks i am much stronger.-have a good night

shelly, this is wonderful that you are feeling better.
thanks for posting.
hang in there.
((((HUGS))))
bizi

shelly - I don't think we've 'met' yet, but I am glad that you're feeling better. It's so true - what a difference a day makes! I am not bipolar, just depressed (in the process right now of changing from Prozac, which I've been on since 1993 - to Zoloft) and I am married to a bipolar guy, and my daughter, who is 24, is also bipolar and going through a tough time right now. I guess that makes me an honorary bipolar sufferer!

Please keep us posted on how you are doing!

Jacquie