Abbie

Let us know how your doing. I also know that the area is having a hard
time hanging on to doctors period in this field. So i know this is a problem

Good luck getting things straightened out.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

Honestly, I'm NOT doing very good!!!!

I spent a long time this afternoon leaning against the rail of one of the bridges that crosses the river here. I so wanted to jump but there were to many people around.

I'm pretty sure that IF I go back to see my tdoc that it will be my last visit period. I don't want to start all over again!!! THERE ARE THINGS THAT I CAN'T BARE REPEATING!

What will happen with no meds & no therapy? I don't know....maybe the answer to my prayer.....
Abbie

Dear Abbie,

I am sending you lots and lots of hugs.
It is good that you are talking to us.

Mari

Dear Abby,
I am so sorry that you are having to go thru this. Maybe you could write up a synopsis of your personal/medical history. Could that be something that you give to your new pdoc or tdoc. Remember they work for you. You get to decide what you talk about and you get to set limits to what you will talk about. They are there to help you. I am sorry that you are this down. I want to help you. give yourself a real big self hug...from me.
We are here for you. Keep posting.
I am very glad that you did not jump off that bridge.
I think you know that you need your meds.
((((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Abbie

Sending you some hugs. Love you.

We are here for you. Keep talking to us.

Donna:grouphug::hug:

Abbie,

Change is hard. It is o.k. to feel awful about this change. Know that you are going to be o.k. Feel that.

Mari