[smyles12]

Well I really need to vent. I have been getting real angry and to the point I want to punch my husband in his mouth. Yesterday and today he drank and said so not so nice things and I'm sick of it. I'm bipolar not on meds nor have a doc for it.
At this point I have to much going on with my neck with cervical spinal stenosis and cervical radiculplasty and bulging disc. On top of that and the bipolar migraines and they have gotten worse anxiety is out of this work lately. But on a positive note no seizures .
All I can say is grr. Why in the world do men have to be such ****heads. Oh I love you you are so beautiful I'm so happy your in my life. Then later start saying mean and hateful thing. Then wonder why I don't want you near me really. Wve had this talk over and over again I will tape record or video tape him that way he can hear how he gets. Well thank you for letting me vent good night peace to all