I am so depressed from the resent deaths of my Dad,and my best friend two days before that. I'm going through so many hardships at the same time.

I find myself to have little strength,and am in need of encouragement. BF

Hi Steve,

I'm sorry for what you are going through. No one should have to go through what you did. It will get better, but slowly, even just a by imperceptible bits at a time.

I am sending you lots of hugs.

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dear steve,
I send encouraging words and thoughts your way. I am sorry for your grief. You have had a lot to deal with . How is your sister doing these days> any better?
bizi

She's doing a little better. I'm worried about the MS being continual a little bit at a time.

I am so lonely. My cat provides little company,but wants to be fed most of the time when I want to hug her.

We are fortunate to have computers to talk to each other. I've only had a computer for 9 years. BF

We are fortunate to have computers!
I am fortunate to have you as my friend.
((((((HUGS))))))
bizi

Thank you bizi for being my friend also. BF

Hi, Steve,

I am sorry you are hurting. Losing people is hard.

M

i am sending you so many hugs. i have been clinging to
God a lot and tell myself i am not alone because God is always with me. Suffering just brings me closer to God. It is so hard to be bipolar and then have really sad things happen to you. Have you tried reading some Psalms? so many are about suffering and recovery.
bobby

Hi Bobby. Yes. I stay very close to the Psalms also. BF

Hi Steve,

I'm glad your sister is doing somewhat better. I hope she continues to improve. she's been through a lot too. and with your dad passing I wouldn't be so sure that it might not have affected her ability to "bounce back" - our immune systems are affected by stress.

MS is a strange animal. Have they figured out what type of MS she has? Either way I realize that is hard to deal with as well. But remember many people with MS do manage, even if they have to deal with some degree of disability.

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I am having trouble getting through each day. I have to push myself and lately I am wondering if I might am overdoing it ... but anyway, my point is we just need to get through each day, somehow. or each hour. or sometimes just even accept the present moment so we can get to the next present moment. sometimes that's all we can do.

i wonder if you can try to approach life this way for a while, and remember i am trying to do that right along with you. and please, remember to give yourself credit for getting through each day, hour, minute, or moment that is difficult, or haunting for you.

sending you good thoughts your way.

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