Bobby Yes. The Psalms have areas in it that describe our conditions pretty well. I feel empty at times. I feel different things at different times. Sometimes I feel allot of pain at one time. It's overwhelming at times.
Psalm 38:6-14 says many things about the way we are suffering. They are helpful,and make me feel better also. There are many areas in the Psalms that describe our pain,and help us with it. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Yes, Steve,

Also Psalm 86: 1-4

Hear me, Lord, and answer me,
for I am poor and needy.
Guard my life, for I am faithful to you;
save your servant who trusts in you.
You are my God; have mercy on me, Lord,
for I call to you all day long.
Bring joy to your servant, Lord,
for I put my trust in you.

Mari

You are such a good person Steve,
It is so hard to read how hurtful things happend to you Steve, but we are what we reap, those sad individules lack a heart and soul. they have to live with the memories of the hurt they inflicted.
hard times and difficult situations gave us a strength as the benefit. Your soul is full of empathy and generous with support.

We not only can survive but we should thrive as best we can. It may seem at times we are so lone or not loved by those closest to us.....even if filled with family, but that is challenge of life. Our family has love in their heart, just lack ways to express and show it. I am proud you are the friend you are and not one of those hateful or unexpressive people. :hug:
Camelot is only a fantasy.
Hugs and love
Di

BF
 

Well, you certainly not alone in your thinking and I am sure that a lot of us can identify with you based on the replies. I know that when I feel upset about the hand I was dealt, I try to make a gratitude list, granted I do enjoy wallowing in my sadness too and give myself ample time to feel the pain. I also remind myself that this is Gods plan for me. I like how Mari says stay in today.

Hold your kitty cat close and and feel the support from all of us here. I am sorry you are feeling the pain, it is tough.

I thank you all. You all are very kind. BF:hug::grouphug::grouphug::hug:

Hi BF
 

Not only are you compassionate to others, you have intelligence in so many ways. Anyone who dives into Physics, with the appreciation of our universe as you do, has all my respect. I hope today finds you in good spirits, and that you can feel the love of all of us, all over this tiny blue planet. ginnie:hug::grouphug:

BF
 

I forgot that when I got hurt/was diagnosed, just about all of my friends fell out of touch.i was happy because I didn't want to deal w people. It was still sad to me. I realized that they didn't know how to respond to me, they just didn't know so they didn't. Human nature is weak. I have deleted a whole lot of my contacts--just moved on, new life, new me. Thank god for you guys.