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waves 08-16-2013 04:53 PM

Clarification and some notes
 
I have added some [inline comments]:

Quote:

Originally Posted by patriotrising (Post 1007636)

Have you ever done any of the following during a "bright" spell?

[After reading your answers, I'm not sure that question was completely clear. The purpose here is to identify behaviors that you might engage in during "bright" spells (or highs), but which you'd not do otherwise.]

Taken on projects which were unrealistic?
No, but I have been given projects by my boss that were unrealistic.[ROFL! :D]

Thought you could do things or learn to do things that go beyond human capacity (eg: fly)?
I assume you mean self powered flight without the use of an aircraft? [LOL, yes, but it was a mere example.]

No. [Should I read that as a general "no", or "no" just to the example?]

Behaved in ways that are socially unacceptable?
Surely this would be entirely dependent on the social circles one moves in? Shouting obscenities in church on Sunday morning would be socially unacceptable. Doing the same at your team on television on Superbowl Sunday not so. [Precisely. I should add that cultural norms are also factored in.]

I also really couldn't care less about what society deems acceptable or not. [This makes the question a throw-away in terms of characterizing bipolar, but the information would still be relevant to a psychiatrist.]

Done things you'd normally consider unethical?
I do things that others consider unethical on a daily basis. I do not consider them so. [Again, this info is psychiatrically relevant, but the question was trying to establish whether being high causes you to do things that deviate from your own ethics while high.]

Made excessive purchases, rash investments, life changes, or similar?
Sold everything and moved to a different country in 2002. Yes. [Do you feel then, that your choice to move was the product of a mood high, and that you would not otherwise have done it?]

If so, to what degree were you aware, during the episode (as opposed to after), that your behavior was "off"?
I've always known I'm 'different'. [Clarification: "off" meant, out of character for you.]

Basically, most bipolars have spells in which their behavior is significantly different from their usual behavior. The degree to which this is true can vary.

This is the reason I asked these questions, and why the answers/examples would help your doctor determine whether or not your are bipolar.

Your dark/bright post certainly suggests bipolar spectrum to me, but that isn't enough for a diagnosis. Mood instability can be present with other disorders. Most bipolars have times when they are not manic/hypomanic or depressed, although for some, these times might be few and far between. After a long time of unremitting cycling, it can be difficult to determine what is "in character".

waves

waves 08-16-2013 05:29 PM

On manic aftermath...
 
Quote:

Originally Posted by patriotrising (Post 1007636)
After a "bright" spell, do you ever find yourself feeling any of the following, as a result of your behaviors:

regretful/remorseful
No
guilty
No
ridiculous
No
confused/disoriented
No

This suggests to me that you feel your behavior during "highs" remains consistent with your personality. Am I correct? Other interpretations are possible but I am just thinking in terms of bipolar here.

Type I bipolars almost always end up doing things that are out of character during manic episodes; when they "come down" they often experience at least one of the above. I didn't include shame, but I should have.

Type II bipolars do not do as many things that they ordinarily wouldn't or feel contrary about, so they are less likely to have these feelings. However some aftermath can occur, especially with more intense hypomania.

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Bipolar I = at least one Manic Episode, possible Major Depressive Episodes. (Depression incidence can be anywhere from pervasive to completely absent.)

Bipolar II = at least one Hypomanic Episode + at least one Major Depressive Episode.
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Mari 08-17-2013 03:06 AM

Patriotrising,

The sadness in your posts and audio is palpable.
I do appreciate your sense of humor.

Mari


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