I am sure you all knew this was coming since we did finally hear something about it, I am not so sure this move is going to be easy to get through. Any moving stinks, I am sitting here feeling really stressed about it all because we're going to be getting a new couch and things are going to be so different, I know it's going to be better, but I am scared stiff about how it's going to work out regarding my son.

We're not moving some of the furniture, donating it to the local landfill-sigh-he is so hard on couches, they never last us long. Only a few years, so anyway, it's so hard to imagine us getting through this okay, I am afraid he's going to get outside and get LOST or HURT, it's going to rip me apart inside if something bad happens to him at this new place. It's really worrying me how he's going to take it.

We've shown him the place, we haven't got keys yet but we should soon, maybe even by tomorrow and we should be able to go do a walk through next week and maybe even start moving some storage tubs into the garage. Oh I am so nervous it's just awful, I will feel so much better when we're there. It's just terrible not knowing how something will work out, its like the grass is greener on the other side, I might find when we're there that I miss the old place we've lived in for six years...Oh I hate feeling so darn conflicted.