not sleeping
 

Deeply depressed. It is a new kind of depression for me. This "new kind" has me worried.
'Seems like I have had it for about two weeks -- not sure.

It is 8:50 am and I am not in bed yet. Everything is so very confusing/ confused.

M

i am so sorry you are depressed.....you have been going through so much. have you been depressed before about your feet problems? that alone is enough.
bobby

are you worrying about your visit with your brother?
sorry for the worry and depression. my friend is getting worse....it is a hard time of the year.
(((((HUGS)))))
hoping that you are sleeping by now.
bizi

Bizi,

I don't know what the cause is. I have considered the brother visit.
I might feel better about thinking about seeing him when he is finished with his tugboat school/ training and will have schedule for a possible visit from me.

He lives where it is much colder than I am used to but the plane ride is reasonable (time wise and money wise).
The last time we connected with regard to the schedule, he and I
spoke of March and April being good times for both of us.



M

closing this at Mari's request as she has started a new one

http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread215527.html