[BlueMajo]

I have you all in my mind, all the time...

I remember all our talks, the serious ones, the random ones, the funny ones...

I keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

My life has been a real mess for the past months. I tried to avoid people. Even my family. Felt better for a while, but, then, I went back to school, to talk to my family, etc.. and, well, everything has been problems, problems and problems....

Right now Im so stressed with school stuff. IM SO TIRED. I gave them some documents on time, they lost them and now they wont let me signing in for the semester.... THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY !!!! It is unfair and stressful....

And so many more things like this.... but anyway, wont bother you with a long post complaining about my miserable life.

I just wanted to say hi, to check on you and, to let you know I love you so much.

Majo.

[bizi]

Oh blue, so sorry that they lost your stuff. so frustrating.
sorry that you are having these problems.
thank you for stopping by. We miss you
bizi

[Brokenfriend]

Hey Blue. I'm so sorry. We all relate to what you are saying. Have you seen a councilor recently? Don't blame yourself for mental health issues. You inherited this like the rest of us. I got worse steadily from when I was about 5,through 22,and then more later. I'm more stable,but I fight these issues all of the time.

I'm sorry Blue. Hang in there. We all love you. BF

[BlueMajo]

Thank you for your support friends

Im so ****** right now.... I have to go back tomorrow to keep arguing about those silly documents... Surreal.

I have got a stiff neck thanks to this... Argh.

I hate the fact that I do everything to try to avoid/manage stress and suddenly: BOOM ! Things out of me or my hands happen and Im the worst managing stress that comes suddenly and it is others fault ! Insane...

[waves]

Hi Majo!

So sorry to hear of all the troubles. It's nice to see you though. I think about you all the time and wonder how you are.


waves

[BlueMajo]

Thank you beautiful !

[Brokenfriend]

Originally Posted by BlueMajo

Thank you for your support friends

Im so ****** right now.... I have to go back tomorrow to keep arguing about those silly documents... Surreal.

I have got a stiff neck thanks to this... Argh.

I hate the fact that I do everything to try to avoid/manage stress and suddenly: BOOM ! Things out of me or my hands happen and Im the worst managing stress that comes suddenly and it is others fault ! Insane...

Hey Blue. I know about the stiff neck problem very well. I use to get them all of the time. Now it's a pain in the chest. When I had stiff neck problems,I could hardly move my neck one way,or the other. It usually happened to me in crowds of people. Those neck muscles would stiffen up,and the more I thought about it,the stiffer my neck became. I'm use to having somewhat of a stiff neck now. The stiffness would sometimes affect the whole skeletal muscle system.

I hope that you feel better. BF

[Mari]

Hugs to you, Majo.

[mymorgy]

i am so glad you checked in even through you are going through such difficult times. i hope your neck feels better. we all love you
love
bobby

[BlueMajo]

Uff, stiff muscles are horrible huh ? I think Im getting used to Steve.... and now that you mention it, I think I too get chest pain now when Im "in panic"... I thought it was my gastritis but, now that I think about it, it could be something else.... oh well.

Mary !!! haha, you know how much I love your emoticons right ? haha, you always make me smile

Thank you dear Bobby