Pam,

It's a good thing you remembered to make the deposit on the gas. I think a lot of times we will end up surprising ourselves how we get things done when push comes to shove. How about making some lists for what needs to get done and take care of them accordingly.

Yes, i cannot afford to hardly go anywhere in my car on count of the gas prices.

befuddled2

OMG so I went to put the soda under the dumb sink and it was leaking like all get out. I am so IRKED it didn't wait to start this crap until the next tennant got here. Honestly Jack had to spend twenty minutes AGAIN (he spent two hours about two months ago fixing this stupid sink) and we're still not sure it's fixed or not until the morning when we'll be able to try it.

And Jackie is being such a pain tonight....He will not stop bugging over packing up kitchen stuff, I did like four or five boxes of kitchen stuff and still have a couple left to pack up but they are waiting until the right time, in other words Thursday, NOT tonight. I am so anxious I had to take another half of a lorazepam when I discovered the sink and knew Jack's reaction would not be good. Honestly he's ready to leave tonight! Like we aren't? Sheesh I am so done with this place....

That is what happened, I made a list and forgot to add the gas deposit onto the new list, pure stupidity, but it's okay now because I'll get it done tomorrow. But I am done for the night now. Hope you have a great night Barbara.

Thanks Pam.

That's ashame about your sink.

befuddled2

Hang in there your almost there!

Financial situations can cause severe anxiety. Usually everything works itself out somehow.

Have faith.....Hugs, Nikko

I almost did NOT get a truck today for friday, I was having major anxiety and had to miss a doctor appt. I am so upset about things, it just seems like it's going to be one huge headache that will be felt for months to come. Its costing us over 600 bucks in deposits on things and the truck rental. It's just terrible. I feel so depressed and wish I could cry. I'm so disgusted with how we've been unable to get any breaks with this manager, you know? She now tells me I have to cough up a 250 dollar money order since they STILL won't take a check form me yet. Honestly it's one thing after another. *sigh*

The sink is still leaking but not as bad. Jackie is too full of energy and there's nothing more I want to do today, he helped with the kitchen stuff I had to do yesterday and today but it's as done as it's going to be until we go to move. He's already bruised up my foot from stepping on it so much lately and my arms hurt from lifting a heavy tool chest up and into the dumpster. I hope this gets over with soon. I can't take much more.

Oh pamster...you are gonna do this...it is happeneing and things do tend to work out.
I am sorry that they won't take your check...will they in the future?
Hang in there sweetie...better days are ahead of you....
(((((HUGS)))))
bizi

Yes they will take checks for rent AFTER we're there, but for the deposit we have to have a money order. I know it's going to work out, but I am pulling my hair out with how Jackie is ready for this to happen and we've still got one full day to get through tomorrow and how we're going to be after all this moving I just don't know. I am so scared, I hate being afraid of the future. But alas I am, and I don't know how to relax about it. I guess its the BP II and that is why I can't help but to obsess over things and really agonize over them.

I don' tknow what I would do without this board and all of you for moral support to get through this, I will probably be offline a day or two, might take awhile to get set up, but then again it might not. Just depends on how well we get situated once we've gotten our stuff there. <-- Me trying to be positive.

Dear Pam,

I got lost, did you take care of the gas?
Friday is moving day and you already have a truck. That is good.
What is Thursday? Do you have packing and cleaning?

When I was freaking out about my move last fall, the board here was so wonderful.

Focus on how nice everything will be in a few days.
Mari.

Hi,
After everything was out and it was clean, I went back by myself for kind of a good-bye ceremony.

I had been in that old apt for 13 years, 10 of them by myself. Many of those years were very hard.

I went into each room, thanked it for helping me, and said a prayer.
I was crying of course.

Then I gave my electronic laundry card (still had money on it) to a neighor and turned in the key.

Mari