Yesterday, in a response to a question in the tbi room asking to note the positive things in your life, I was all glowing and happy and wrote down a bunch of things, and today, 24 hours later, I want to take them all back lol.

The same thing happened before my stroke. A month before I was bragging to a guy at work about all the good things in my life. I was taking an maoi and was obeying the food restrictions list.

A month later the same guy at work asked me how I was and all those positives had turned to dire negatives.

That night, I knowingly disobeyed the food restrictions list and had a minor thalamic stroke.

I now go on maoi chat lines and tell the dumb boys, yes its always boys and not girls, in their teens and early twenties to stop testing different beers to see which are ok to drink with their maois!!! like it was a darn game. I then tell them my story. I mixed maois and dark beer a bunch of times until that one last time that got me.

I hope they have listened.