i am going to freak out soon -- so overwhelmed.


I am worried about coping.


I cannot handle things.

I'm so sorry Mari. I know what you mean about having difficulty coping. You will make it. You have made it through all of these many years. It really is not your fault either. BF:hug::hug::hug:

These things have a way of working out. I'm sending Hugs your way Mari. BF:hug::hug::hug:

Mari Are you doing any better? BF:hug::hug::hug:

can you take it a step at a time....
I am sorry that you feel overwhelmed.
Can you talk to your work buddy, vent to him? Would that help.
Can hubby help you? give you a hug?
bizi
(((((((HUGS))))))
:grouphug:

Sad. Emotional.
 

Wednesday so hard at work. Got a lot done and worked really really hard.

Wednesday night drove with w/ a work group to an event that was emotional and stressful.
Then, when I was driving on way home, I was wildly crying in the car and prayed to get home safely. Still crying. Can't calm myself even after taking my meds.


M

I'm sorry you had such a stressful day on top of everything else lately Mari. Have you slept at all? :hug:

No Sleep at all -- the same as most nights.

What is different is that I am agitated and upset and not feeling ok.

Mari, I wish there was some way that you could get sleep. I know you've had so much trouble sleeping for so long now. Agitated is not good. Your day must have been exhausting.

Is there anything you have done before to help you feel more calm when you feel like this? I'm sorry you have to deal with this night after night :(

i am so sorry you had to go through that.
bobby