[Brokenfriend]

I'll probably be OK. I haven't known what to say.

I'm concerned about my sister's MS. She's been going to the hospital allot, and she comes back home a little weaker each time. My bil doesn't talk to me very often, but I see on Facebook that he's enjoying his new grandson. I feel left out.

I'm not quite over my other cats passing away, but I have adopted a new cat who I love.

Facebook is getting on my nerves. I feel the brain washing affect, and I don't like it. I find that allot of it is either speculation, or something that gives me a head trip, and frightening. I visit the Snopes.com site allot.

I'm having problems with my car. It's not malfunctioning when I take it to mechanics. When the trouble begins is when my Air conditioner, power windows, and speedometer stop. Then later it reboots, and they come back on.

I have other problems. I'm being as patient as I can be.

Time sometimes slows down to units of seconds being a long time. I don't know what's going on.

I've become very depressed at times recently. Little things turn into big things. These little things aggrandize into big things, and then changes to other concerns. My meds are helping me though. I have had worse times in the past.

I hate the news about that sociopath at a movie theater that killed people,and they said on the news that he was Bi-polar. I think that they should clarify the truth about that person being a maniac,and that was a case of homicidal violence.

The News is stigmatizing the word Bi-Polar. We have come a long way,but these sociopaths are not bi-polar. They are crazy.

I enjoyed the Pluto mission. They were so excited at NASA. BF

[bizi]

bf, That was my home town and I hate the fact that he was bipolar.
Just another reason for people to be afraid of me...those who know me, know that I am not violent when I get crazy.
I am sorry for your troubles you are having...car troubles are really frustrating especially when the mechannics can't find the problem.
I wish you some peace today....and every day.
(((((HUGS))))
bizi

[Brokenfriend]

Thank you Bizi for your response to my troubles. BF

[Brokenfriend]

Did I say something wrong? I have had such a bad time recently. I don't even want to go outside unless I am completely cleaned,dressed,and have combed
hair.

My sleeping habits are strange. I seem to be more awake between 2:00 AM,through 5:00 AM. I don't seem to have a lot of energy.

Hi Bizi,Waves,Mari,Bobby,Lara,Di,and everyone else.

I'll be OK. I'm being ignored by my family. My sister was in the hospital for a week,and I didn't know it because my bil didn't call me. I found out from the people who live upstairs. That happened the last time also. I'm feeling the a rejection feeling. I sent a message to my niece, and found out more of the situation. She said that my sister is going to be getting hospice care. This is bad news. BF

[Lara]

Hi BF
I'm very sorry to read that your sister is so very ill.
It's good that you were able to have contact with your niece though. I'm sorry your brother in law doesn't communicate with you better. That's really not fair or right.
You must have so much on your mind that's maybe why you're having difficulty sleeping.
You take care there.

[Mari]

Dear BF,

It sticks being bipolar. Everything is hard to handle.

I am sorry that you are going through this.


Mari

[bizi]

dear friend, I am sorry that your sister is now on hospice. She will get better care and pain control this way and more services. I wish your car was more reliable . I am sure you are worried about her and that is affecting your sleep.
take care of yourself.
(((((HUGS))))
bizi

[Wiix]

Dear BF,

I am not bipolar and I have the same issues. You are not alone.

[Dmom3005]

BF

I'm so sorry to hear about your sister. I'm thinking your brother-in-law
just is so overwhelmed he doesn't want to think about it at all.
And forgets to tell you.

Maybe you can ask your niece to keep you updated.

Donna

[Brokenfriend]

Thank you everybody. I'm getting updates by messages from my niece on the Facebook messaging service so only she, and I (and the NSA LOL) can see what we are writing down.

Mari. You are so right. Being Bipolar makes everything harder. My OCD on top of that makes it very,very hard(building up of the accumulated thoughts, and tasks, and weights that this puts in my chest)to stop checking things over, and over. Anxiety attacks(Half panic attacks) added to the mix makes the worse combination. Imaginations hurt.

It's not fun to be disabled like this. It's very lonely. It's a rude world out there. When people are rude to me for no reason at all,it just makes things worse.

I hope that everyone has a good weekend. BF