[befuddled2]

I will soon be divorced from my abusive husband and have been on my own now for over a year. One of the things that my husband did do was pay all the bills and keep me totally dependant on him for transportation and such. I realize that I am better off without the abuse but I just get so tired and weary of having everything to do now. Like since not having his insurance, court, and getting places when I cannot drive to or even trying to have some one with me during medically necessary procedures is wearing on my nerves. There is always calls to make that I didn't have before, bills to pay and to straighten out, being sick with no one to count on. I don't have children and my only 2 relatives in town could care less and cannot be depended upon. And the loneliness sometimes tears at my every being.

Just needed to rant. Thanks for listening.

befuddled2