[bizi]

thank you my friends.
I am so glad to be part of this family here.
Kay she did say to find someone firm...as I was walking out the door....

My internet usage has gotten out of hand. I am on here first thing in the morning then when I get home then in the evening.
I like the support I also check facebook and other forums too. I constantly check each site to see if anybody has posted etc. ..Written back to me.
But my paperwork is getting behind again, I need to do charting, billing and filing.
no body else can do these things for me.
I have a busy day today with work and then coming right home and fixing dinner for a friend of mine. She and her inlaws are fighting and they said she was not welcome for thanksgiving so her husband took their girl today to drive to mississippi for a few days and she will be alone. So I feel bad for her...invited her to also go with me to hear jeffs faculty perform jazz music. It should be good. Have to go early as it is a small room that they are playing in.
My friend is going to neighbors for thanksgiving.
I slept good since I only had one beer last night.
I snuck stopping off at whole foods for a quick beer, I did not tell jeff.
sneaking is not good. I even told the bartender that I did not want her to respond if we came in again that evening.
We are in financial difficulties...spending more than we are earning dipping into savings just to live.
Not good.
Eating organic as much as possible. But we have been going out to eat/drink more often. We just can't afford to keep doing this. Hubby really doesn't understand. He relys on me to make everything work out.

Did you hear that chipotle restaurants not here but elsewhere found ebola virus in some of their chains?????
scary!
Have a good day yall.
bizi

[OhKay]

You sound stressed

Ebola?!! Jeez, I wonder if it can be transmitted if it wasn't cooked and was in pico or something?

[bizi]

I really need to jump in the shower! Should have yesterday, my hair looked terrrible, I did not curl it and it looked like I jumped out of bed and ran a comb thru it...not pretty. All because I got on the internet and could not get off. and then other things took my attention away. our insurance escrow account got messed up so i was on the phone a long time making sure everything got corrected. Glad that I called about it and caught their error. other phone calls took priority and I did not even have a 10am appointment so had plenty of time to take that shower. I was late to lunch then had a leasurely afternoon which was good. My friend Mark was still there so that was good, I hate eating alone.

sigh
bizi

[Mari]

Originally Posted by bizi

Did you hear that chipotle restaurants not here but elsewhere found ebola virus in some of their chains?????
scary!
Have a good day yall.
bizi

Bizi,


Chipotle is working on tracing the source of its e.coli problem.

The E. coli outbreak linked to Chipotle restaurants has now caused 45 cases of illness across six states, according to the CDC.
Sixteen of those ill individuals have been hospitalized.

M

[bizi]

Thank you mari. My mother in law swore it was ebola...
lol
not funny but I will call her and let her know.

Well I enlisted a person to help me. The bartender at whole foods. I wrote out a note that simply said."I hereby give you permission to cut me off after 2 beers."and signed and dated it. She asked me..."even if jeff is there?" and I said yes.
She knows about my alcohol issues as she has them as well. We are both binge drinkers. and she is a lovely woman with a kind heart. She said she was going to put it in the book.
So that will help alot since that is the place that I have been drinking so much.
Thank you
bizi

[bizi]

My poor hubby had a rough evening.
The faculty jazz band played last night and hubby did not play well.
He beat himself up last night before bed. I tried to reassure him that he did fine....
We all have days when we know we can do better.
bizi

[OhKay]

Wonderful job taking control and limiting yourself at Whole Foods

Poor Jeff! We can all be so hard on ourselves at times. I hope he feels better today.

[Mari]

Bizi,

This is not going to help him, but I can say it here.
I was in a jazz band for a semester in college and have continued to listen to it.


No one in the audience knows when a jazz musician has a poor night.
(Only his band mates were aware and they certainly love him anyway. )


Anyway, I hope that he feels better about things.

M

[bizi]

He sent an apology email to the group that night.
He begins a short recruiting tour with the group monday for 2 nights.
He has been practicing....
he seems fine today.
bizi

[bizi]

bizi
clove brined turkey
fig glazed country ham
homemade cornbread stuffing
Green bean casserole
mashed potatoes with sour cream/white cheddar cheese YUMMY!
home made lattice cherry pie
apricot pineapple cool whip jello mold
cranberry relish

I had 3 glasses of sangria, 1 glass of wine and 2 glasses of champagne

I was feeling very full and tipsy when we went to paul and susans after dinner. I talked at great length with her dad, john for hours. It was pleasant but obsessive. I did not pick up on the fact that jeff was ready to leave....he was falling asleep...too much turkey!
He finally got my attention and we left shortly after 9 or so.
Came home and watched the last episode of x-files that we have of season 7. IT was great!
mulder got picked up/ by the aliens, cancer man is killed and scully is mysteriously pregnant!
Jeff will have to order seasons 8 an 9.
Woke up this morning around 9...I am looking to find some one to out to lake martin with. I called my new friend stephanie and she has not called me back. Jeff has paperwork to do at school, he leaves on his tour monday for 2 nights. and then this afternoon he is going to a brewery with his friend and susans dad...
Susan is working at talbots ladies clothing store today from 3-7..black friday. yuck!
I may go to lake martin by myself.....
I am working all day tomorrow.