Bizi

I would question why a ultrasound that is being used to look for something
after a mammogram isn't covered. But either way in my case it was necessary.

Donna :hug::grouphug:

had my yearly today and set up an appointment for a mamo asked what an ultra sound would cost and she said no more than $300.
Can't afford that this year.
bizi

We went to a christmas fund raiser last night, jeff played jazz in the big house 12,000 square feet!
Free food and wine to guests.
3 homes decorated for the holidays and a bus to trolley you back to and fro.
Well too much wine ruined my day today.
sigh
when will I finally say enough is enough?
bizi
Jeff helped me last night...he is a good man.

Bizi,

Have a good day today.


M

Hi bizi,

There is a point when you realise enough is enough. When you see that the positives of not drinking outweigh the negatives of drinking, when you see that the personality change you experience when you have been drinking is an unsustainable crutch.

I have been where you are, used to drink (A LOT), but all the time, to drown out the Anxiety and make socialising possible. I had a very high tolerance, never got drunk even after consuming amounts which would put most people under the table.

The story of my awakening is personal and very ugly, but in one moment I vowed never to touch another drop. That was over 25 years ago and I have never missed alcohol, no matter what path my life has taken, no matter how bad my Anxiety and Panic Attacks have been.

When the time is right for you to stop drinking, you will start an AF period and never go back.

Dave.

thanks dave for sharing.
Yes I drink for the socializing aspects to have fun. To do something because I am bored. I continue to say I need to get some hobbies to keep me busy.
Thanks dave for your sage advice.
bizi

that was beautiful dave
bobby

70 degrees at 9pm we took a 2 mile walk thru the neighborhood. sleeveless.
supposed to be high of 81 tomorrow.
unbelievable!
weird nice weather we are having!
bizi
Had one glass of egg nog wine and was going to have a second then decided I would rather have an apple.
success.

I'm jealous of your weather!!! But I can't complain too much. We're having a real heat wave here... it's been in the 50's.

Eggnog wine sounds very interesting. Great job being disciplined and skipping the second glass :)

Had another glass of eggnog wine with dinner. stopped at one even though I have more in the fridge.
cooked long green beans and chicken with lentils in a red sauce...
an indian simmering packet, new one, we both liked it.
I get so bored with our meals but am lazy.....
bizi
$2.50 for the chicken
$2.50 for the lentil sauce
$2.00 for the greenbeans
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$7.00 for dinner, not bad!