so many nice things have happened and i am still so irritable and afraid to be with people. I wish i could talk to my sister. I am missing abby more. I have been feeling sick.
bobby

((((HUGS))))
bizi

I'm sorry Bobby I think it's probably because you're tired from not sleeping well…

maybe that is it. I don't feel well either. I am afraid to talk to people on the phone for fear i will lose it.
bobby

i still feel very irritable and i cancelled my apppointment to see my primary doctor tomorrow because i don't feel well. my throat has been feeling funny and i am so tired. it turns out he won't be there either. so the next appt is april 22..i might have to switch doctors because it takes so long to make another appointment.
I will probably go to the senior center today. i feel so rotten i don't want to be alone.I feel weepy. Yesterday my girlfriend from israel called me to wish me a happy purim. i love her.we sang haman was a wicked wicked man ..it was so nice and i was so irritated.
bobby ii don't make any sense

you were irritated with her????
please explain
sorry it is so hard right now.
sounds like a mixed bipolar mood.
bizi

I'm worried you're not feeling well Bobby…

Your stomach is bothering you, you have a sore throat, you're not sleeping, and you're feeling awful in general. It's no wonder you're irritable…

You are dealing with a lot of anxiety- that's understandable because there's been so much going on… but do you think you should go see your PCP because you haven't been feeling well?



Kay

i stopped with the decaf and feel better..not 100 per cent but better. i cancelled the appt with the doctor on friday because i didn't want to leave the house because i didn't feel well. next available appt is the 22. pudge and misu went for the food at the same time in different containers and different food and misu ate a little and backed off. it looked like pudge was going to eat but then backed off. I am going to empty the big feeder and refill it with fresh food. pudge might like that better. it is a whole nightmare. i ordered a can of baby food and the supplements should come tomorrow. right now pudge is by me on the computer table and she was by me on the bed. misu is in the kitchen.
I got into an argument with the guy i have been writing because i talked about the rumor about ted cruz and his supposedly five mistresses. oh well win some lose some.
bobby wasted

Not sure if it would work, but I have one cat food out of the hand at times.

They are both good eaters but I believe it took a while to get them to eat
at the same time.

Donna

misu is a good eater and pudge has only eaten one brand...right now she is hardly touching that. I think i just through out thirty dollars and before that 60 dollars and before that another sixty dollars. if they are good eaters, that is more than 90 percent of the battle. if they are fussy forget it
bobby from my experience