Six klonopin is a lot to be taking in one day. If you do it on a regular basis you will get immune to it and it won't work as well for you when you need it.

Because of the combination of the large amount of klonopin, the side effects of the topamax, and the fact that you're still stressed maybe today isn't the best day to do your taxes…

If none of your other friends have noticed you have a problem with your hearing I wouldn't worry about the hearing aids. Cecilia would be the best person to judge whether or not you should look into PT or not because she walks with you regularly. You can ask her what she thinks, but I doubt she would agree with Robert since she hasn't mentioned any concerns before.

I'm not trying to trigger you or upset you in any way, but I don't want to ignore what you wrote. Should you ever be concerned about me, I would hope you would do the same

that is the first time i took six klonopin but i was going crazy with anxiety.i told cecilia what he said and she laughed.
bobby

i just took three klonopin. i am jumping out of my skin. pudge is hardly eating.
i threw out more food and filled the container with new food. I can't figure out something about the taxes. it says it won't send a certain part to the irs so i don't know if i have to enclose it. it is just a few dollars for six transactions.
i don't know the dates of some. cecilia is going away for a few more days. my stomach aches. I don't feel like going to the senior center. i am so upset. I sent robert a few emails and he hasn't answered any.
too much
bobby

robert answered the emails...relief...he called tiramisu t as a compromise. I didn't take the topimax today and won't take it the next few days because it is interfering with my cognitive functioning and typing and i need it for the taxes.
i haven't been doing anything except lisitening to music like sting. M. inspired me and i so needed to calm down.
bobby

I am sorry that you suffer so .
(((((HUGS))))
bizi

thanks...that is all i seem to be doing for the past months. now i am just praying that pudge starts eating normally again. I use this board to vent. Otherwise i think i would go crazy.
bobby

tiramisu wrecked one of the pages on my computer. the email page. through much searching i found an easy fix on the chrome menu which i also had to look up. in a couple of days i might have to take pudge to the vet. so far today she hasn't eaten anything. i guess i will throw out her food which was new yesterday and give her new food. I will also brush her when i find the brush which i used yesterday.
what is the R.E.M song everybody hurts
bobby

i don't know what to do. i brushed pudge for ten minutes. i threw out the food she has eaten since she came here and gave her the same food but a day fresher and she ate a litte and started looking around. robert said that he would take tiramisu if i didn't want her. i am beginning to think this morning that maybe i should give tiramisu to robert. I don't know what i am going to do.
bobby

It is good to hear that Pudge ate some food.

M

I'm sorry things are so chaotic and you are feeling so terrible right now

You haven't had Tiramisu for very long, but it was sounding like so far things have been going very well for the three of you. The fact that Pudge will share the same space with her on the bed at times shows that she is pretty comfortable in her presence. Are you sure she's not sneaking Misu's food when you're not paying attention?
Giving up Tiramisu would be a big decision. I understand just thinking about doing it or not doing it must be very anxiety producing

I wish that you had discussed your anxiety with your pdoc when you saw him and given him a chance to help you out. There are meds for anxiety that are long-acting, and sometimes increasing an antidepressant can help GAD quite a bit

Would you consider having someone do your taxes for you so you can relieve yourself of one huge worry? Is doing them yourself worth the stress you're putting yourself through?

I was wondering… are you still taking the religious classes? I haven't heard you mention them lately and I know that you found comfort in them in the past.

I wish I could give you a big hug Bobby