pudge is definitely not eating tiramisu's food. today even tiramisu turned up one can of food and ate another. I don't even know where tiramisu is right now.. practically everything i read about introducing two kitty cats is having two separate rooms.
I don't know how much the taxes would cost. i don't have that much money and they might be three or more hundred dollars. I don't even have to file taxes i don't think if i don't want to carry over the capitol loss.
I don't go to the rabbi's class but i am still enjoying the class on jewish mysticism and the psalms.lately i haven't found refuge in God.I can't find that place.
I guess i will try to feed pudge now again.
bobby

i have an appt with the vet on wednesday at 5:30 with the vet.

i called an accountant that robert recommended and he will return my call.
the stress is too much **** the money
bobby

the accountant called back and was happy i filled an extension and we have an appt on may 3 tuesday at eleven o clock. I still will try to work on the taxes but wait until after the vet sees pudge.
I am so stubborn. this time i went over my limits and was cracking up.
thanks for letting me vent.
i feel less horrible. It ***** grows old an beinng alone. I still don't know where tiramisu is
bobby

'Happy to heat that an accountant is involved.

I am hoping things work out for you with the cats.

M

thanks so much. last night i had a horrible nightmare. am not going to the senior center. I know this will pass. i know i will be able to seek refuge in God again. last night pudge ate a little more. now to see if she will eat some more this morning. i have supplements i put on her paws and she has to lick them off.
bobby

she only ate a little. i put a supplement on her paw which is high in calories and nutrition. I didn't see her lick it off but i am sure she will.
I took an extra risperdal. I want to see if that calms me down. i still don't feel like going to the center. I feel as if i am on the verge of tears. that is probably what i need..a good cry. thank you for letting me vent here. i am skipping the topimax since it has been affecting me cognitively. I will wait a few more days.
bobby

oh bobby, I am sorry things are so stressful for you right now.
((((HUGS)))))
bizi

I wish things were going better for you Bobby

I'm glad that Pudge ate a little for you. I hope that the vet gives her a clean bill of health.
Most people introduce pets to one another by having them in separate rooms at first to let them get used to each other's scents, etc. I've never done that and my cat introductions have gone pretty smoothly. You didn't do anything wrong Bobby

I'm very happy you called an accountant. You don't need the stress of doing taxes. If they're fairly straight forward, it shouldn't cost you much money. Ask the accountant to estimate how much it will be based on what you have to file before you agree to have her do them.

Seeing your pdoc and letting him know what is going on is a far better option than trying to play with your meds yourself. Please go see him and tell him everything you are going through this time so he can help you. I want you to feel better

Vent away. We are here for you

i only have a stuido so i couldn't separate them. i might call for another appt with the psychiatrist after I the visit with the vet if i don't calm down. I know God gets what God wants.that
was/s working for me. then i stopped thinking like that. i just lost abby.Pudge is hardly eating. I couldn't bear losing her. I don't understand what God wants from me. I think pudge is now angry at me for putting that supplement on her.
I am working on myself and saying whatever God wants God gets. Hardships make you tougher. i guess pudge isn't mad at me. she just came over to the keyboard.
board. when i first got pudge she hide for five weeks. she is a sensitive cat. the taxes aren't straightforward but i don't think he will charge me an arm and a leg
bobby