[OhKay]

$22 to mail the affidavit overnight guaranteed… wow. More money to get our money. I'll check the delivery confirmation today and call tomorrow to check on the status of our claim. I made copies of the affidavit before the ink was dry, so if anything happens we will be covered.


I was more alert after a 2hr nap yesterday, and felt comfortable enough to drive and get my errands out of the way. I just don't know if I can/want to have to take a 2hr nap every morning to sleep off the sedation of that extra 50mg of seroquel until my body adjusts to it. History shows I will adjust to it, but I don't know how long it will take, and I didn't see any benefit from it anxiety-wise yesterday. I've only taken 50/100mg so far this morning until I decide what I'm going to do… am or pm? I'm leaning towards taking it at night again.

As far as possible hypo sx, I've had racing thoughts that I've attributed to the anxiety, and I've been irritable. If I am having an episode it would be a mixed mood. Thinking about it, I think that's probably what's been going on. The PTSD symptoms hit me pretty hard during agitated mania, and I've had thoughts in the past that I could be mistaking for the intrusive thoughts I've been having recently. The seroquel increase has helped, but it's obviously not enough. I'm going to call my pdoc's office to get an appointment for Friday. She will probably increase the gabapentin.

We didn't get to see my father-in-law again before he left for Florida and he has been texting me constantly about the situation and being a real ***hole about it. He's really been an ***hole the entire time he's been up here. I'm tired of his ******** and guilt trips. I had to tell him twice I didn't want to talk about it anymore. If he brings it up again, I'm not going to respond to any more of his texts. It's exhausting.